It's been awhile, but I am back!

My soon to be ex just left the building and for some reason I don't care about him or what he is doing or ANYTHING right now. I'm one of those kindof people who cannot do two things at once. My major concern right is now my weight. I'm back to working out everyday and I'm hoping to see overall improvments quickly. I never want to be this big again, I feel very uncomfortable:(

I've been speaking to an old friend of mine and loving him is probably a wise decision for me. I mean we have a lot of history and being with him is safer then NOT being with him. So I have that to figure out and quite frankly my brain is leaning towards "Girl get back with that man". I'm very complicated when it comes on to dating, I enjoy spending time with boyfriends and all that jazz....but I guess I don't really make solid connecations. I'm just about enjoying the moment. Most men I know don't want to enjoy the moment they want love and ch