Sisterhood

I made a mistake and joined a group of girls, expecting change and sisterhood. Instead I got headache and regrets. I'm not at a place in my life where I do not have time for foolishness and rumours. Now these rumors are actually untrue. Nonetheless it's still painful and just plain rude. I'm not sure if its an issue with the person I date or just mean girls...but I'm so over it. I hate that I have to walk on eggshells around people. I actually refuse to do so, I'm much better at being a lone...at least away from caustic women. I've never gotten along with women and maybe its because I'm not the one or I'm not into secrets....I just plain don't care enough to make long lasting bonds. Whatever it is. I want nothing to do with that kind of sisterhood.

I have really nothing for anyone to be jealous of....yet. I'm going to law school and I'm about to drop this weight like a bad habit. So anyone who is upset or jealous better watch out. I used to be a little harsh, kind of rough around the edges...impatient and just plain get out of my face....I'm now on a different track but I still can pop off when and if I choose. Its cool though I cannot wait till Alumni or Graduation its about to be on...I'm already planning my attack!!!!!!!!!!

I wasn't planning on working out tonight, but now I'm going. I need to feel the sweat running down my back. I need to feel the loss of breathe. I need to regain my Halle Berry SDA swagger and go hard and never mind. Oh its on and POPPPPING