Cranky

I am SOOO cranky today, I went to the gym and just walked out. Too much people and way too much noise. The weight is taking too long to come off and though I have lost almost 20 pounds I am concerned about the next 20 that must come off before this freaking wedding. So I plan to really stick to shakes and salads for the rest of this month and April. My thighs literally have an area code and I wonder how did I allow it to get this bad.

I think today will be a Billy Blanks day!! I haven't spent anytime with my spandex wonder and I believe the body has to shake it up every now and then. I have an event tonight which I'm not looking forward too, but alas I'm cranky and I probably need some endorphins and maybe cleaning my apt will help.
Yes, I think some West Side story and banana-strawberry shake and cleaning will help me out of my funk.
Ta-ta
Question....does anyone know anyone in the Huntsville Junior League...I would really like to join..

I'm BACK!!

Jamaica was WONDERFUL...the sun, the food and good company was just what this girl needed. I am excited to be back at work and just enjoying the last few weeks of school. I feel rejuvenated and I'm actually taking this week to fast and pray. One meal hopefully a day and just silent reflection on God's goodness and his will for my life.

School this semester is a goal I'm working towards and I feel like I'm very close to making Graduate School a reality for me. I need to just focus and take it day by day and give myself some mini goals. I will put some pics up later all of which show my chubby face, but ahhh I have no one to blame for that but myself. I also plan to really step away from meat for a while. It's not healthy and if I plan to lose some weight and keep it off it might just help. Other than that..I plan to do some jogging tonight and relax hopefully with someone I care for;)

Pics soon to come...

p.s I believe that Jackie would go and get herself an manicure so I'm off to do that hopefully tonight...ta ta

Obligatory

Jackie Bouvier Kennedy Onassis

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look at that waist..the bow and pearls..sigh:)

J.CREW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Man oh man, I love J. Crew..I could end my post right there. I actually bought some stuff yesterday. I plunked that green money down so fast for two reasons. One because I wanted what I was about to purchase and two) because I wanted to show the person I was with a point. I'm so upset and frustrated (editor's note) I started this post last night and I'm starting it again at 5:11. Long story short I am MISERABLE in this relationship that I am in. He basically summed up our relationship with the words I was going to give you 2 hours. What... Long story short I am leaving to Jamaica in 2 days. I need to purchase some things for my trip. I need to go to the mall, Walmart etc. He has this habit of waiting till the last minute before sunset to clean his house and so on....I cannot shop, buy or anything after sunset on Friday which is another story :)
So....I wait and wait and WAIT and now he comes strolling in at 4pm saying oh we can go now..are you serious????!!!! I'm more upset at myself because I have let him get away with this sort of foolishness for too long.

Ahhh I'm sitting her in my office...just relaxing and enjoying my Friday evening. I'm also drinking my weight in water as I am trying to lose some weight before Monday. My butt literally has a life of its own, but I'm confident that by June I will be perfect. Remind me to stay away from sweets. Also eating late at night. I think I might be spending my weekend alone so I plan to make some really healthy choices. Someone told me in order to lose weight I should forgo meat...argghhh I LOVE MEAT!!(ewww that sounds a tad bit gross..lol)

Maybe I can let it go for two months and I will see what happens. I wish I was the sort of girl who could really stay away from chicken and such. As I am going to the beautiful island of Jamaica on Monday I hope that I will be able to turn my head away from goat, chicken, beef and all other sorts of meat they have in Jamaica.

I will try I love feeling healthier and though I am at the half way point I still feel good that I have been so consistent....I plan to really up my workout after this trip. I am staying at a hotel with a 24 hour gym,..so I will have no excuse to not run and do some weights.

Alright so the two things I leave you with are: My relationship is hanging on a thread and I plan to drink several litres of water and green tea today! Yipeeee;)

Ahhhh..hello there

What a horrible blogger I am...I just got everything back to speed...so hopefully you will hear from me more often. Now what has changed since the last time I checked in. Well my bottom is much smaller thanks to grueling exercise and denial of sweets and treats. I have not cracked open my LSAT book in almost 2 months, geez louise I need to get back into the swing of things. My cousin is getting married in June, so I'm happily sweating and squatting for her upcoming nuptials...and work is going well. I still wish I was living in either NYC or California but I believe God has something brewing for me.

On the "fun-front" I am getting ready to go to Jamaica in less than 5 days. I do have some flight anxiety but I hope to remedy with some Tylenol PM..hahaha little druggie I am. Either than that I plan to bless the local JCrew with my presence and spend some money that I don't have. I need some cardies and some pants/shorts/skirts. I am not a summer person, so I hope to find some bright colours. How could I forget, I received a huge package from my Mummy..15 dresses, scarves and all manner of things. I hope she sends me some flat shoes for my trip I'm not quite a sandal girl...so nice trusty flats for me.

Now comes the solemn part of this post...

I, McKenzie plan to POST at least three times a day. I have no real excuse since I am an Internet junkie..I guess my procrastination issues get the best of me..I will try harder I promise.

I will now leave you with some CUPCAKE LOVE...I really need to get serious about this little side gig. I made some S'MORE Cupcakes...they turned out really well.

Hahhhaaa the cupcakes are all over this post...